After rereading our conversation last night, I'm now terrified that I may have killed anything that was between us. I don't know how to fix it, either! I'm scared... I just don't feel like smiling anymore and I want to talk to him so I can fix it, but he's out fishing right now. Oh man, did I mess things up. Let's just hope it was only in my imagination that I did so. I mean, I was digging deep- like trying to find out why we flirted and what the point was if we're never going to get together and stuff. I think it was a mistake.