I'm still very bored and very waiting for Neal. Sarah claims I'm obsessing but really, I'm just scared. I'm so scared at what today will be like that I can't eat and I feel sick. I'm afraid that I killed our friendly relationship.

Once again I was rejected from working at the fair for the same reason as yesterday. Gr.... I want a fair chance to make 10 extra bucks as everyone else! I think there's some conspiracy going on, just like the one where everyone's name rhymes with Ye, the name of the restaurant I work at. Sally, Johnny, Ricky, Annie, Stephie (me), Sarah Lee, Alli, Amy, and Andy! Who knows who else will work there!