Song of the day ~ All Star by Smash Mouth because it's a peppy song and I'm not allowed to listen to sad songs right now.

I talked to Neal about being depressed and the whole knifeing my arm thing. It was scary, but now I feel better. I can smile now (small ones, but smiles nonetheless) and I'm not crabby. I was crabby before because I was so depressed. I'm still sad and depressed, but not nearly as much now. I'm so glad I have Neal.